Mess of a Man.

Certainly is quiet here.

I'm currently residing in an unknown personality reclusion.

All by myself.

Alone sounds all too comfortable in my character quarry.
Individuality quandary.

Disposition confusion Friends faint cry calling to help, falling short, indeed, it was a feeble shout.

Man, I feel lonely. I bet your already thinking: "Not another one of these.Pathetic Daniel, pick your self up. Be plastic, come on, and grow up."I mean, am I allowed to come to my own blog and express myself with out critical repercussions of the tasty opinion. Or with out, triggers pulled quickly by mindless arrogances and force feeding. Patience such a rarity, using it may lead them to think their outdated, compassion, the one thing that's overrated. Love, too much to spread, people assume that they've reached maximum capacity and, mercy the one thing that's quid-pro-quo, grace, by monopoly terms, does not exist, especially, something for a human to facilitate. Peace, the fairy tail lies. Kindness, like southern hospitality is local and often times painfully counterfeit. Good people like qualified doctors can always prescribe and diagnose, but never take time to know your name. Or for that matter, take time to see what's really going on. Ever had someone ask:

"How you were doing?" …and keep walking?
Don't you just love that?Next time, as they're walking I might just response with the truth.

Footsteps turned into bullets. Shot with backs turned.


When I look back on you dear, I'll be confused.Distain may likely be the muse conceiving me I was used. Oh, Summer, your not as beautiful as you once were.At least, not this go round, without some make-up, you may have been short of an atrocity. It maybe because I was in chains, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurl insults at you. However, I can't veer from the truth. Could be, my sight was abused, I didn't see clearly and therefore you, was the one whom took the "whipping boy" and I neglected you and consequently I acted coy. Ashamed for my actions, and ran from my delegating affliction, to you, I, and our family. There certainly are good people out there; I for one have experiences a multiplicity of them. I'm not here to say they don't exist. I'm here saying, I'm human too…I'm human too.I'm human too.









Jesus, forgive me, forgive me, forgive me. Embrace me. Love me. Please God, accept me I'm broken and hurting, I'm messed up, its stinging. Just love me, for me and be there. God please Yahweh; take away from me, my wood and nails.Till then, my power alone can't stop my hand from hammering hell. Without you, I fail. Forgive me, forgive me, and forgive me. Intimacy with you, King I hail! Jesus, savior, redeemer. Will only impart the faith that prevails. Sovereign, sacred, ruler of the nations. Thy spirit to intercede thy spirit to intervene. Grace that carries me prayer never heard follow through without a word Thy spirit enters me. thy spirit enters me. I'm unworthy and hollow. Tis you that give me value. hallowed, thy king I testify. Holy one, through You I'm sanctified.