Angels and demons will part at the divide of thine heart.

Ferocious battles are taking place in your heart.It will help, it will hurt. And there will be victories in good, and in evil.I'm thinking that angels would save you. If you would let them. Holding on to the darkness.Oh, hold tightly to the darkness for it's where your comfort remains. You're not comfortable with the truth. The truth is, and as with others, I've seen fairly.That…Boy is you're your god.You say you love Jesus? Please redefine love.You call on your boyfriend to save you.You call your boyfriend on forgiveness more than the savior that actually forgives.Boy is your god. It happens all the time. It's a sad, sad fact. And, in reality. The unknowingly oppressed girl won't recognize it as truth. They will NOT admit they have such dependence and need for their romance. Boy is your god. Because boy is more of a priority than your life it's self.Boy> Your future. Your family. Your friends. Your education. Your personality. Your God. Your life.I didn't say or equal too.I said greater than.Boy > God…. In the deceived eyes you see through. Deceived is correctly used.God > Boy. A lies been told in the latter. Believe this. Cling steadfast to the truth of grace. Godspeed. Godspeed.Ever said or thought to yourself…"I wish I was like I was back then!"Or people said to you…"You've changed so much!"There is a battle of hearts, of minds, of future and time.This snow globe is shaking up a storm; it seems you're the only one torn.I'll be fair, it happens to some guys, but not as much we're wired differently and emotional attachment is a feat that takes much work.Ask yourself one thing. Is it worth it? Is it worth the downcast eyes your wake up to in your morning mirror?Or the feeling of regression slightly shifting in to high gear? To some extent I believe the statement that says…"No man is worth your tears, and the one who is….Won't make you cry."Is it worth the personality exclusion and the loss of a community of friends that you hold dearly? You can say that you don't need them, and they "don't matter" Maybe even that we never even cared. OH, but you know we cared. You know they matter. You know friends can be friends forever. When angels dance on their lips, love imparts, and there is relational longevity through forgiveness. I hate it that girls can't find their independence before finding therequirement the must.a need.of some guy who wins them over swiftly with lofty lies and shifty eyes.Ever ask yourself why girls say yes to a proposal…(Better yet, why guys ask so early?)IN UNDER A YEAR OF DATING?It could be, just could be, that they "fell" in LOVE! They were made for each other and that they are just perfect and going to be together forever.I'll make an intellectual suggestion first.Don't believe that malarkey! There is probably some physiological reasoning and some contextual history to the resolve they chose.Some say they're desperate for attention.Some say they're in "need" of a companion. (Most the time this category always settles for less, thus, perpetuating the divorce rate enormously, because they're always the first ones to cut the knot after it's been tied. Because they realize…"Hey, I settled for less.") Whenever I get the amazing opportunity to raise a child, my baby girl, will know who is going to fill her heart.She won't need attention from boys with intention.She'll see, in me, the trust she needs.I'll be her daddy. As Abba father is to you and to me. That is where the issue rest. A heart issue, a hole being filled issue.Typically a father issue for ladies.Facts state girls without a solid father figure in their life are so much more prone to.Have sex at an earlier age.Smoke.Drink.Try drugs.Get pregnant.But, you can fill that hole. With something else than someone who doesn't hurt you heart as much.With friends that lift you up.With family that take you in.With a God, who takes your sin.You can fall in love. But, you can't fall out of life. Relationships are good when set in priority with the rest of the reality that is life.There are better ways to die. So don't kill yourself with indulging necessity of the unnecessary prince.