Valentines

And, this week rest a holiday we all know of.....Valentines Day.
Or more properly for myself, singles awareness day.
Singles awareness day has always been that to me.
I've never had a true valentine. (gf during the holiday)
Chance, probably not. I suck at relationships.
The longest relationship I've held onto was 6 months. (that was because she never gave up)
I've never gave my full throttle heart to any girl at any time...ever.I'm one stone cold heart. Even w/ that...
I've been convicted of the ideology of the 'ONE'.
One person on this earth for me.
One person that will make my wife.
One.
wow.
Kind of a challenging prospect. Not much room for error.
No room for back-ups. No room for small misunderstandings
It's the ultimate serendipity.
Love, what a indescribable word. Love, the reason for the season, if you will
In the past month 1/2 I've done some self evaluation, some reflection on who I am, what I've done, where I've been...
What I've noticed about my 'love' life.
My past girlfriends.
or whatever they were.
I was a pig. And I hope that this Valentines Day rocks because I'm so happy being single. I'm so content in the fact that I can sustain myself in who I am, and my self image and do it with what's most important, Christ.
My savior.
We are His valentines. He gets butterfly's when we come to Him, and it's an amazing experience. Amazing...It's amazing to read the Bible and know when God's speaking to you.
So, hopefully, prayerfully, God will send me a girl who is focus is Christ. But, take this cup from me.
I'm content with His will...I'm totally digging the whole leaving life in HIS hands concept, being he's God and I'm not.
That goes for the whole girl thing too.
I've made A LOT of changes in my life in the past month 1/2
As well needed.
Happy singl...I mean, Valentines Day!