Bare with me, ode to thine, a clamor in song, singing blind.

You don't have to believe in God to know what forgiveness is.A pardon of redemption. A replacement of love for judgment.Something only known to humans. Only to the divne creatures we are. Dogs don't forgive other dogs for taken to much kibbles and bits. To forgive they have to understand that something was wrong. Dogs don't understand right and wrong, they understand: Food.There in lay our divinity. A process of morality. Or, immorality. A "greater good" Yes, it is something that is crafted greatly by culture and relgious beliefs. It is a mixture of inate responses to humanity and practices learned though socitey. Why?Why us?Why have these standards?Why practice forgiveness. I say this to be true. There are people in the world that are in miserable condititions because they don't understand authintic forgiveness.They don't understand letting things go and moving on.They are washed up in their past. Beacuse Daddy didn't provide and Mommy didn't nurture. Because they dont' forgive themselves. They don't release their personal and self insecurities. So, you lost your virginity when you was 16.And you did steal that merchandise.Alchohol did help you cope with that death.Drugs give you an escape.Mom never found out about your lies.That computer screen was so lovely after 12.You enjoy these things for the present, then you dwell on them. They start to sting. They rotting in your mind. That however is the easy things. The aformentiond list in unfortunatly common.There are deeper issues. Rape exist because we make it exist. -Sometimes because it really happend.-Other times because someone cried wolf, and put someone else in jail.Children really do get beaten.-Watch parents at Wal-Mart, the beatings are always phycial.Roads home is very appealing to a family comming back late from vacation.Unitl, the drunk driver takes their lives. Then, staggers out of site, free.This blog is approching 10,000 views.These things are relevant you someone out there.They are relevant to me.Some are memories of my past.I can't relate to others however.I've never done drugs.Can't say that I've got drunk either.I still am a virgin.Whats that? Am I better? No.Does it make me illrelevant? Or unvalid?Thats by your judgement.Just understand. Forgiveness is real. Love is real. There is truth. Beyond comprehension. His ways are not our ways. We try so hard to understand God.Put Him in a box and close it shut. God sometimes acts as our little selfrigtious ATM.Whenever you want to feel good about yourself go to God.God is so misunderstood by so many.THEREFORE, the ignorant attack the unbeleivers, and the people that are convicted by they're approch have a toxic faith because they don't understand the true meaning of love relevancy.With that. They don't forgive.They don't. It's impossible.I had a friend tell me one time that a boy broke up w/ her after dating for serveral months. She finally got the courage to tell him that she had lost her virginity and he broke up w/ her.He was a Christian.Christian?Her PAST transgression haunted her. That belittled her to nothing and made her feel worthless.Is that Jesus love? Or is that the approch Jesus would like us to take, and that be the outcome of the heart??Id' say not so.I'm Dan. I'm messed up.I'm broken, been in the rough.Theres times I've failed.failures present, there is stories that tell.However, there is a narrtive above all.that takes my scars and resloves.on my casket i'll rest.peacefully because, i'm pardon.of sin for eternity.