This is what love is. The capture, the moment.

Am I alone in this?never a night where I can sleep myself till daywe must try to figure it out, figure it outit won't be that easy.we lost it somehow.you come over unannounced.silence broken by your voice in the dark.I need you here tonightjust like the ocean needs the waves.
I, I, I, and I don't know what to say. I've put these feelings off and as they sit on the back burner they're only marinating in exhaustive thought.

This is a blog of my heart-from my heart.I have always heard that every time you 'go-out' with someone your giving a bit of your heart away, every time your physical with someone, you lose a little of yourself; giving it to the designated trustee. I never listened, till now.I'm not going to try to explain love, its more complex than I. I do know that I have got some things figured out for myself however. One, the 'amazing woman' (It's her title in my prayers LOL) I will someday claim will love Jesus more than she loves me. She is going to have such an intimate passion for Christ that it's going to be nothing less than 'amazing' Moving on, Love is not finding someone perfect, that's simply stupid. In fact, I'm in no way looking for someone to be that superficial. I need someone to be real. Tell me their flaws, tell me they mess up! Tell me that sometimes, they're going to need me. As I, will need them. Love is not the amazing working bond of two independents. It's the interdependence on two people who need each other, spiritually, mentally, socially and physically. Love is something that is not bound by trivial issues. Example- Love isn't going to stop because Bobby said he wanted to settle in New York, and Sally wants to live in Los Angels. If, love truly is the factor one for they're relationship. That's ultimately not going to be an issue. Love, love, love. It's tough. Sweets not sweet without bitter. Bad can not be bad, with out an opposite being good. Love can't be good, with out some tough times. I love that! I love being able to overcome tribulations, arguments, fights, bickering! Trials will come, things will happen and sometimes life can be shattered. Love can prevail. I am sure of that. I can only hope I live out Ephesians 5 for 'amazing woman' completely satisfying the contents of 1 Corinthians 13.In reality I have no idea what God has planned for me. He is the only one that knows who 'amazing woman' will be. That goes for you too. Are you dating someone? Do you know or think that God has placed them in your life or are they another character in your story? I'm not sure who 'amazing woman' is. Maybe, just maybe, I've met her. Maybe it's someone I never thought could be. Maybe it's someone that I thought could. I don't know. I'll end with this.So when you say foreverCan't you see you've already captured me?
I'm Daniel Collins, and I approve this message.