That the stars align and we together love.

Love.Dude. There is no word more complex than this.So. I don't have a relational endeavor right now. I'm OK with that that. I'm just not certain on what to decide on the people that are perspective relational endeavors.Girls that I might date.Girls that I might start a relationship.Girls that I would ask to marry me.Someone I would spend my entire life with...One.Like the calibar of criteria that you would have to acheive. Or the love that would have to be sustained. The personality chemestiry. The whole mixture of ingredients that would end up being your forever girl.My God. Like, I really have to bring God into this, because, unlike many people before ignorantly getting married for a impusle they found when young. Or settling for a substandard comprimise. I hope that God brings me to the match of perfection. It's not something taking lightly or something that happends quickly. Have I met this person? Do I know them? Are they still out there? Honeslty only 3 people I consider to have ever made an impact on my heart.They moved me. They shaped me. They sculpted a personality.Out of those 3. I ended 2 of them.What a moron.And reguardless if I was 15. 17 or 19.They all matterd. They all played a part. Those feelings that were real then. They are real now. Ask a married man who his first love was.I dare you.There is a diffrent reaction.There is a deeper attachment.There is an emotinol reservation for those.They matter. What if only you was able to marry the one that you was in love with at fisrt. Have you ever seen Sereindipity? John Cusack and Kate Beckinsale rock that love movie. God has got something big waiting for people if they open their eyes too it. Maybe you was supposed to be with someone that you always felt you should be.But don't acknoledge it.Don't give it merit.You don't pursue that dream because you feel it is too OUT THERE. To crazy.
But, I got faith.Oh, Oh, the faith.