Pure, sheer. Conscientious emotion.

Oh, the myrid of emotion we as human shower everyday.joy, love, peacehate, anger, apathyFactual, I attest, emotions are the deepest form of our ablity to empathize.Did it ever occur to you how critical we are of movies that didn't empatize our emotions corrctly?Or on the contrary, movies that did.Remember the scene in the movie Lion King?When jelous Zafar betrayed valiant Mufassa?Simba? Alone. Father, perised.Son, in dispair, weeping, grief-stricken.Now, your being reflective. In the emotion of memory.Doesn't that move you? Amazing.Divine.I was deep in the emotion of memory this morning at my home church.As I walked up to the youth room, I phycially felt moved by the rush of emotions as I rememberd all that time there as a youth.I missed a lot about that place.I kind of wished I could sit up there alone to just soak up the lessons and memories from that, to me, sacred place.It's the amazing centrality of emotion that gives me another evidence of the existance of God. I almost don't have to explain myself with that point. The emotions dwell within you. Explore them, yourself.Friends, family, events, circumstances.All will affect our ablity to reconize emotions, to let them pour, to shower on others.Do you remember your first kiss?Do you remember the first time you held someones hand?Was you nervous like me?Why do you remember this stuff?And in them situations, giving the application of the aformention family, friends, events, circumstances. You realize that each of us handled them diffrently!All diffrent situations, all diffrent people, all diffrent outcomes, all diffrent places...But, emotions will fall into a place of consistancy.It's incredible.Rage, anger, hate, jealouly, trust.Love, grace, patience, kindness.Pure emotion is what I'm gunning for. Because so much in life we live it going by with fake faces and plastic policically correct smiles.If I'm upset, you can mostly tell, moreover, you can tell if it's you or not.My emotion will make an affect on your emotion. My anger, your confusion.Sometimes, my confusion, your grace.But, it's meaningless if it's not authintic. I don't want to surround myself around counterfeit people. I want honesty, integrity, trust, love.Undisguised, trustworthy people. Whom I can tell the same things thats said to my face are the same things that are said behind closed doors and "thick" walls.and visa versa, I want to be able to say that everything i say to anyone is something i would be willing to say to everyone.Even to the subject of the subject.Who am I? Do you know? Do you care? It's that idea that drives people to genuine friendship.Otherwise we are people who name drop and one up. (me, bigtime)and i'm more cursed with I am who?Do you know me?Care for me?I'm working on this a lot.Pure emotion. is incredible when experinced. It's so powerful to hold someone crying, or to see a mom hold her new born. Or people weeping loudly as the eulogly is being read in the background and the faint music plays slowly and repitition.Been to a rock concert?Been in a rush?Broke the law?Punched someone?Emotions fly everywhere, It's my shout that as you live your life your emotions shower everyone around you, don't conceal it up in a box communicate so that we can edify empathize and ultimily realize what is real.I just want to be real.Do you?