Que me when you want me to be your friend, Sire!!!

Is it better to have loved and lost or have never loved it all?Jack and Jill went up a hill to fetch a pale of water.Water well was dry, Jill kicked him to the side, poor Jack died love as a failure.Jody brings some green tea, Jill falls in love immeadily and they lived happily ever after.Jill was a slut.Is it better to be faithful to someone you don't love or to not be faithful to someone you loved?Something that I can now attest that I certainly detest is cheating.I'll preface that with a little note of I'm not innocent of this crime. But, in retrospect it's classless faucet of hate breeding sin like bunnies and bring people down like quicksand.It's something that I've been familier with in my life. My Mom.My Dad.My Sisters.My Friends. My Mentors.My Heros.and My "Friends".So, I can say I'm well versed in this passage of life. Does the divorce rate ring a bell? Yeah. That's 1/2 because of my parents. So, I'm in turmoil. I'm in a place where I'm supposed to act polically correct. But, I'm not. I'll do what the hell I want to do.I'll say it how it is. Right. I just want to be able to do that. Address what it is as what it is. Call it by it's name kind of thing. CHEATER! SLUT! WHORE! I've had so many experieces with friends cheating on each other.Now this?Of all things this?Que me up when you want me to be your convieneint friend. And use biblical accounability to your image compex pleasure.Excuse me, accounibility was supposed to hurt and heal, it is supppoed to dismantle and repair, it's supposed to EXPOSE the problem so you can IMPOSE a fix. It's called repentace, go and SIN, no more.Does that sound difficult? YES! That's why it sucks so bad. We want to sin.We want to sin. Being called to Holy life, is being called to a life that is set apart. Being called a life where you have to die to your sinful NATURE. Please you do not want me to address you pathetic inconsistancy.You say you want accountiblity, but when the meat hits the matter you shove me aside like some type of intruder? What the hell, BRO. I'm your "best friend"?What about not approching this debacle with intention. But, with apathy and reguard to other people. I do recall a certain statment of yours being that you would have to reserve yourself from any induldgence because if you had switched places with the victem you would be disgusted and would deteste ever fiber of your being. You're one of the people that taught me the virtue of being able to reconize the importance in others feelings. Exspceially in this manner.Laymans terms "I will never mess with another dudes girl"Point blank.I love the way you tell me it's none of my buisness and yet your double standard is about as messed up as your car.Because, God knows whenever I mess up with something, your on my case like white on rice aka "Emma" What about the other relationship I've been in and you ask about. Why do you ask? Why do you care?I'm sure the same reason I ask, and I care?Because we have a relationship bond called friends. It's what friends do. And to add to that fact, we're christian brothers. Need I say more?