Flowers, quickly fade. (Ode to Death)

Us, as humans, as fragile animals are here willed only by God. Phycical death is something that is reality. I wasne't going to write a blog on the recent tragities until today. When I found out that another person I cared for has passed away. This has been really hard for me. You have to look past my plastic emotions. Frankly this sucks. In the past month, there has been:Kyle & Courtney car wreckDanny Blick passed awayNathan fatal car wreckOffuts fatal car wreak lost ErinNow. yesterday Pete Hall killed while helping our preacher move into his new home. I have almost had it. But I need refuge and strenght. I almost cant believe ALL this has happend in such a short time, I remeber when it all started and I watch Kyle & Courtney be life-flighted to Vandy, THEN driving down that night. Spritual death is only reality when sin is the centerfold. When Jesus, whom they called Christ is the focus of your heart, you WILL NOT DIE! You live on! It's something so amazing so powerful we can't really comprehend it, the closest we get it just saying it. I watched Pitch Black last night. There is a scene where another planet fills up the horizon. That scared me, cause I immeadilty thought of Armogeddon.? Dunno why, however I know its something I should look forward to, being on the Lords Army. However somethins so cosmic, so titanic scares the crap out of me. Cause I am nothing. I am nothing.